Alone at home, thinking bout some who really means world to me, I don't know can I but i will still tell, she is now throwing a Metal party her friends and having fun, I am very happy for her that she can have good time with her own friends, and I really don't want to stop her, even she is only a friend to me I still care of her very much and wish to her everything best. I just miss her now so much.

And soon there is my school starting, I am tired of going to school, but maybe now there is bit changes because I'm going to new school, to vocational school. But even there is new school waiting, it doesn't change that I am tired of going school.

Just wishing that my friend will have great time at her party, and will stay safe, Being so worried all the time if something bad happens to her. Just could not take it, I want to be there for her next to her just like friends should be close to each other.

Woke up, did go sleep very late but now I am late from the time i told to friend I would be online, I hope I am not late and that friend did not come. oh and

Hyvää Huomenta!
Good Morning!
Bună dimineaţa!
Доброе утро

Hey on April 26th there will be 23 years since horrible accident took place in Chernobyl V.I. Lenin Nuclear Power Station in 1986.
Still today many people are haunted. There are those who are the victims of that accident who lived in that 30 km radius there who was effected by large mounts amounts of radioactivity, and then there are the veterans who fought against invisible enemy, Chernobyl Liquidators or Biorobots as you like to call them, but they are bigger heros than most of us know. They saved whole world from massive damage, the magma that could have gone trough the ground to ground water, it wouldn't just poison that water it would become also huge bomb that would have destroyed half of Europe and it would spread radioactive materials all over the world.


I atleast thank for living today I thank those who fought there for our future. What do you think about that accident what happend back then? If some of you think like this "So? its history so what then?"
well heres something for them, that aint just history, its effects are all around us still, those kids who was born after that people who still are suffering the effects of that time.

I will keep a silent moment for the victims of the Chernobyl V.I. Lenin Nuclear Power Station accident on April 26th, who will join me? send message to your family and friends to keep a silent moment for those poor people.

Thank you for reading this.

P.s: Please send word forward if you really care about innocent people

Monday, i hate mondays, and feeling depressed again,
I dont know how ill survive another week,
feeling at the moment that i dont have friends at all,
I just dont want to go to school, but I hate to listen when my dad comes home yelling at me that you werent at school today,
I think that that he doesnt understand that I can have problems with my life not only him,
my whole family is so damn selffish, all they think is theirselves.


I wish i could just runaway from here, but I really dont have no place to go.


well I belive its time to go to school, i wish that someone would read my Journal entries

I just got home from school, i had to leavve from school befoere the day did even end, i have some fever and im damn tired, just been tired and not sure what i will do tomorrow. I miss one and only one pperson if that one person reads this i hope she is happy, even i still love her, and i really mean it that i hope that shes alright and happy, we had today our english teacher sick so someone else came to teach us but well that "new" "teacher" dont know how to teach, i did not understand shit bout that. ill go take a nap and maybe continue this.... okeyh im back, slept not so good, someone give me a heavy machine gun so i can shoot some people from downstairt they kept me up last night and every god damn night. im sick and tired of that. Being bored and alone at home. AGAIN, ill go studie some russia and romania. cya later.

Pa!

P.S: i think no one even reads this shit but well i hope someone will some day put something here.

Im so damn bored to going school and beeing there every day over 9 hours, i think that its against law to keep people in schools over 8 hours. I havent get much sleep cz well i need to studie for damn exams and do my homeworkds all the time, than god i get to come computer, but only often only I get to come. Im so fucking tired of this shit I have to take at school, im not sure even does anyone read this what im writng here. I just started to get new ideas from this damn game, i decide to see some friends that i know and well we decided that we will be from now on S.T.A.L.K.E.R.s

Oh and by the way S.T.A.L.K.E.R. comes from these words: Scavengers, Trespassers, Adventurers, Loners, Killers, Explorers, and Robbers. and we had this idea from that game, but we dont care what some people will say bout that idea, so what if someone keeps us nuts, but they dont know what we been gone through.
Our lifes are much harder than theirs and they are just saying "damn so much homework i dont wanna do these stupid homeworks" im so sick of their telling how they dont have energy to do anything and even i dont have energy to do allmost anything i still do it. just cant wait till my friend comes back from Italy, she had a school trip there she did go there last week 17th day.

If someone is interested and reading this, if your interested of joining to S.T.A.L.K.E.R.s just contact me and we can talk about it.
We are also searching area for "The Zone"(near that needs to be NPP (Nuclear Power Plant) just like Chernobyl. and there needs to be big city near like Prripyat is i mean city what has come a Ghost City. I wish that we S.T.A.L.K.E.R.s can someday go to the holies place on earth (to us), at the Chernobyl and Pripyat. If we could get the radiotion lower or suits that protects us from the large ammounts of radiation. But this is the first part of my new life story I'll be writing here. Now i have to get some sleep
Bye's

Writen by: S.T.A.L.K.E.R. Wolf

P.S. jyri1991@hotmail.com if you want to contact me. afther this week ill make new email address where you can send email to me to contact me.